#because they arent. at all. like literally at all.

[sirithesillies]

Because DID and OSDD systems are inheretly trauma disorders. you cannot identify as a system, it is a trauma-based disorder that happens when your brain FRACTURES under EXTREME pressure. the original makers of the endogenic term were traumagenic systems in denial of their trauma. any genuine systems who claim to be endogenic most likely are repressing traumatic memories, which is NORMAL and COMMON. THAT is why there is wiggle room in official diagnoses. but claiming to be a fully-formed system without trauma is like claiming to have PTSD without trauma. it is a trauma response, and you can NOT DEVELOP IT without trauma.

the positive outlook on their plurality is commonly caused by them SELECTIVELY CHOOSING TO SHOW SYMPTOMS. also, there is the fact that TRAUMAGENIC SYSTEMS CAN BE HAPPY AND FUNCTIONAL TOO. people cosplaying a psychiatric disorder are obviously going to report higher rates of having a perfect, functioning relationship with that disorder because they ARE NOT EXPERIENCING THE NEGATIVE SIDE EFFECTS. because they DO NOT HAVE IT.

tulpamancy is a CLOSED, TIBETAN BUDDIST PRACTICE THAT IS NOT A CDD. in fact, if you look in the diagnostic requirements for DID and OSDD, you'll see very clearly this:

This clearly not only disproves your second point, but also, if one is practicing a RELIGIOUS PRACTICE, there is CLEARLY a better cause for it rather than OSDD and DID. which endogenics CLING onto as causes. i have never once met an endogenic that wholeheartedly thought they were a tulpamancer as it is as a religious practice. simply, most endogenics genuinely cannot practice tulpamancy.

I claim to be anti-endogenic because even if they ARE expiriencing plurality, it is so inherently different than DID and OSDD. they, as directly claiming to have these disorders, spread harmful misinformation to HUNDREDS of people. scrolling the reblogs of this original post alone, i see countless being swayed by these arguments. but there is a KEY DIFFERENCE HERE.

being a DID / OSDD system is NOT a fucking choice. it ISN'T. no matter how hard you want people in your head (which, frankly, you dont, because it's fucking miserable), you cannot just identify as it. it is NOTHING akin to being ace in the queer community, it is NOTHING akin to being nonbinary in the trans community, it is NOTHING like making an educated self-diagnoses when you cannot get a professional one. it just isn't. it's more akin to barging into PTSD spaces, either because you're misidentifying symptoms of some other anxiety / depressive disorder, and harassing and bullying traumagenic systems, all while spreading LIES about PTSD. the ideas that endogenics have introduced as a whole (see: syshopping, selectively choosing to be a system, systemhood as a fun, non-debilitating thing, the continued blatant stereotypes of "evil alters" and such that so many endos claim to have in their system, "make-an-alter" blogs, i could go ON) have done IRREPARABLE DAMAGE.

endogenics have further traumatized and GASLIT true, traumagenic systems into HORRIFIC situations, and have made it SIGNIFICANTLY HARDER to get GENUINELY diagnosed if you yourself go to a medical professional claiming to know you have DID or OSDD. because of people like endogenics, medical professionals are taking people claiming to have DID/OSDD far less seriously. people who are SERIOUSLY making EDUCATED guesses are being judged and denied the care they NEED because of people who just want to play around and have fun.

even if endogenics truly are systems, they are so inherently different than traumagenics. they have NOT made their own spaces. they have NOT carved their own space. they have STOLEN genuine terms from traumatised individuals to have more fun in their made-up fantasy, and those among them that ARE true DID / OSDD systems are being spoonfed LIES and HARMFUL misinformation left and right.

i will be unsupportive of endogenic "systems" until the day i die. i hate getting involved in syscourse, but i NEEEED to state my piece on this at least once in-depth in the course of my blog. with my platform i will NOT people to spread things that they don't know fucking SHIT about. they DONT know about tulpamancy. they DONT know about what life with a dissociative disorder is like. they DON'T know SHIT about what they are saying. for as long as i have this blog, i will ALWAYS tell people the same thing. having a disorder is not "fun" or "quirky" or "silly". diagnosing yourself with a disorder when you do not meet the criteria for it at ALL is inherently harmful. endogenics are either of the belief the trauma they experienced "wasn't enough", or are singlets with factitious disorders. i genuinely hope anyone who claims to be endogenic gets the help and support they need for whatever other disorders they might have, but it is NOT a complex dissociative disorder.

"endos make a mockery of REAL systems" "ace people make a mockery of REAL queer people" "nonbinary people make a mockery of REAL trans people" "self-diagnosed people make a mockery of REAL disabled people" "bisexuals make a mockery of REAL gay people" "non-dysphoric trans people make a mockery of REAL trans people" "trans lesbians make a mockery of REAL lesbians"

arent you tired? arent you tired? arent you tired?

[rpfofficial]

i think probably i could talk forever and ever about everything i deem wrong with the pacific as if it isn't one of my favourite shows ever... they gave me robert leckie . but they didn't give me the full extent of his madness as showcased in his memoir. they changed aspects of reality and made a bunch of shit up to give me hilldane but they took away beach date singing by the campfire scene. i live in constant tantalising agony of enjoying a really good show that could have been an even better show and yet still heralding it as an amazing show . And above all, most importantly, eugene sledge is there. life is beautiful and complicated

[barkbre]

brat tamer chris who’s playing video games w his gf while smoking and you two have been passing the joint the whole time

ur on a win-streak and rubbing it in his face and he’s starting to get fed up and decides to get back at you by getting u cross-faded n waiting until it hits u like a truck

This.. this is LONG... LMAOO LIKE HIS DI- swapping this to crush instead of gf bcus.. listenn... the tension of high chris being ballsy with his crush has me in a chokehold!

Super smash bro's is a game chris prided himself in.....

and you're fucking DESTROYING chris right now- giggling and criss crossed next to him on the floor- his frustrated groans and continued hits of his joint fueling your laughter and ego.

and also. the room is so hot from smoking and sharing a beer.. and you're practically rubbing up on him like an animal would for affections and chris is very close to losing his shit.

after this round he sets the controller down and glares at you with a bitter laugh.

"You're a brat, y'know that?"

"Mmhm.. i do.. but being a brat is fun!"

"For you maybe!"

"Aw what? you dont like sassy?"

"Oh trust me i do- j-..just- you're a little bully."

"Ohh.. ohh pooorr chhrrriiisss... roll another joint for us because you love me soo much?"

"Groan. Whatever your highness wants i guess"

"Mm i like that nickname keep it up"

"Sure thing, Brat."

The flirting banter between you growinv much more.. intense while high... you feel warm in spots you maybe shouldnt about your best friends best friend.. josh would be hurrling over the balcony and whining on why you havent fucked yet.

you look over at the wrong time and Chris makes eye contact while licking the paper to stick- god.. that.. whoa.

His eyes glassy and red- lowered and heavy.. sexy so so sexy to look at.. are you staring?

"You're staring.. its not polite to stare you know?"

"Mm.. well why are you giving me hungry eyes like that huh?"

"No clue what you mean.. i'm just high.. my eyes just do that"

"Uh-huh... sure thing.. pass me that"

Its been about 20-30 mins and you've literally chunked through 2/4th of this joint and it suddenly hits you. HARD

and you.. notice how much closer Chris is.. and hes staring with a big grin.. is.. is this happening? maybe youre too high..

"Hey, Hon.. you alright over there?"

"Mm...mmmm...mhm..."

"Yeah? Pretty thing all doped up?"

"Shhhutup... stop.. you... are being.. mean.."

"Mmhm.. soo mean, baby."

and suddenly.. you've found yourself placed splayed out on your nice comfy bed.. and theres cold hands cooling your torso and your head is spinning when you look up and see Chris's large frame hovering over you

"Sweetness.. is this okay? the cold feel good?"

"Mm!- mhm... y..yeah..."

"Want more?"

"Please-please.."

"Oh so polite now..."

You find yourself almost fully naked now, Chris still fully dressed you whine, feeling the unfair power difference

"MmChrisss... clothes.."

"Hm? Nono, sweetie.. im keeping mine on.. you're too warm im just helping you cool down.."

"N-no y-you're being.. mean.. t'me.."

"Mm am i?"

"Yes.."

"You seem to like it.. a little squirmy there arent you?"

and now his hands are groping your chest and hips and throat and you're heaving and breathlessly moaning and gasping- the touch so elevated and intense now that youre high makes you sensitive.

And Chris has a stupid grin on his face. he can't stop smiling at how broken you look, his plan worked and he needs more of your pathetic persona...

You're shaking. Clawing his broad shoulders. Legs drapped over his shoulders while he presses your thighs into your chest, eyes rolling back with every thrust.

So dumbed out by Chris and the pot that yours shivering and your moans are airy and stupid sounding.

"F-fuckyes.. yeah... taking it so good."

"M-mm!-mmph!"

"Cant even.. ahh..hah... cant.. even function?"

"Mmah! ahh! ahfuck!.. d..deep!"

"Mm i know.. i know, baby.."

Soon his hands are around your throat holding you down into the bed while he fucks you deeper into such a submissive and relaxed state your body just gives into whatever Chris does. and he notices you cant keep your legs open from being soo fucked out and stoned he easily manhandles you into laying down on your tummy.. sliding his fat cock into your softened, wet, sticky core.

Chris's big hand in your hair yanking your head back while it's limp- finding ease in holding and pulling you where he wants you.

"goodah!- mm!- you're so fucking! pretty like this.."

"Mmm!-"

"You okay?"

He slowly stops to lean down and kiss your sweaty, soft face, waiting for any type of reply

"M-yeah- ple-please.. need.. you.."

"Yeah? you know you can tell me to stop whenever, right?"

"Yeah!- t-trust you, Chris.."

"Good.. good...want me to continue?"

"Mmhm.."

Safe to say.. you guys fucked the high out of eachother and fell asleep with the sounds of Super Smash Bros loading screen.

[crk-kr-to-en]

Honestly I understand the hatred of censorship, I hate it too. It helps literally nobody and only serves to make people ignorant like you said. And kids are way smarter than people give them credit for, I feel like there should have been a way to express the feelings of the characters in English without it sounding completely weird or actually changing the story. It can’t be that hard.

I just want people to direct their vitriol towards the translators and devsisters instead of the voice actors. Listen to whatever sub/dub you want, it doesn’t matter and you’re getting good voices either way, and if the Korean voices sound better to you listen to that. If the English or the Japanese voices sound better to you, listen to that! Being all “YOU’RE A TERRIBLE PERSON IF YOU LISTEN TO DUB” about it isn’t addressing the issue at hand, the fact that devsis is censoring the game for a huge part of the fanbase! That’s just not okay!

Maybe I’m biased because I like the English VA’s (not all of them, please don’t harass me over this, I like the Korean vas. I just like more of the English ones than the Korean ones so I listen to the ones that has more voices I like) but I find it so weird that people are being mad at the wrong people the wrong issue. “Wow! These translations not only suck but also completely censor the story for this entire part of the fanbase! Let me harass and send death threats to the people who ARENT in charge and CANT make a difference about it!” Like huh??? This solves nothing. It just means some VA’s probably went to bed crying and Devsis are getting away scot free.

Sorry for the long ask again, but I am just shocked that people are this dumb. Small PSA to any weirdo sending a hate campaign on the English vas. One, stop it. Two, what’s going to help is calling out devsis for their laziness and censorship (I’m not the only one who’s noticing that devsis has been cutting corners, right? The recent non beast/ancient gacha animations are 💀) and making a fuss about it like with the Ancient+ update. What’s NOT going to help is attacking the people who not only have nothing to do with the problem but can’t do anything to change it. Don’t be “ugh this is such awful writing, how dare this voice actor read this!” And “i hate this voice actor they should die! Omg finally a situation I can use to attack them without criticism!” You should be “this translation is bullshit and devsis must think I’m stupid, i should make it known to them!”

This is really long so TLDR: harass the company that can make the change and not the workers who can’t. It’s not like devsis deserves our kindness right now with all the bullshit they’re doing.

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Real.

[a-blip-of-billdip]

this isnt what i usually post on this blog but I'm already sick of all the memes and 'jokes'. I am almost certainly leaving the fandom for good now because of the book of bills release and NO it is not because billford's community has an influx of supporters.

So the worship and romanticization of asylums and other abusive practices for mental health have been steadily gaining traction in recent years, especially with the rise of tiktok's toxicity.

SO many people, especially younger people, regularly talk about how they want lobotomies or how women they don't like should be lobotomized. They get tattoos of lobotomy like it's some quirky fun thing and not one of the most horrific tortures someone can endure.

These same people, ESPECIALLY leftists, will look at anyone they disagree with or don't like and say "get institutionalized, loser" or "et therapy" and it's always in a mocking way. it's always in a policing way.

because these people know that mental wards strip everyone of their freedom and their bodily autonomy. they know these places arent for healing--theyre for silencing.

So the amount of people i see treating bill being institutionalized like a good thing---even the writers and alex himself?

Yeah. Im out ✌🏼

[starry-bi-sky]

on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.

Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.

Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.

Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.

There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.

[trauma-bot]

sin eater

[genderqueerpond]

We don't talk enough about the fact that Amelia Pond, s5 Amelia Pond, before the timeline is reset, isn't just a normal orphan. Her parents didn't die, didn't abandon her, and didn't send her away. They never existed in the first place.

And if her parents never existed, then Amelia cannot exist. She is a causal impossibility.

"People fall out of the world sometimes, but they always leave traces." A photograph. A face carved into an apple. Yes. Sure.

A child.

Now that's too big, surely.

But that's what she is. She is exactly the same as these things. A trace. An echo of something that could never be, never was, never could have been.

And the universe should never allow it. A whole person, that's just too much. She could not have continued to exist indefinitely, in normal circumstances, after her parents never existed.

In normal circumstances.

Because the Doctor didn't just save her from things coming out of the crack in her wall. He saved her from going into it. And he didn't just save her from the threat of going into it simply because of its vicinity.

No, by arriving when he did, he interrupted a process that was probably already in motion. And then by arriving again only moments later on a cosmic relative timestream (too quickly for the process to complete) and yet in the local relative timestream, years later --- years of a potential future caught midway through the process of rewriting -- he solidified that existence. Amy is a creature from another timeline, caught in amber. The Doctor prevented her from never existing, but only after she could already never exist.

And so, no one around Amelia thinks about it. Neither does she. There's some kind of consciousness block, because if you thought about it, really thought about it, for two seconds you'd realize she cannot exist. And the human mind can't deal with that. So, to protect itself, everyone's brain simply slides off it before ever noticing. They just assume that her existence makes sense, and don't question it, and don't notice what they don't question, that is staring them in the face.

But of course, to some extent they do notice. They can't think it, but they notice subconsciously that there's something they can't think. They notice there's something wrong with her, something uncanny. And they don't like it, and they alienate her even more because of it.

"Does it ever bother you Pond that your life existence doesn't make any sense?"

[deimosatellite]

like idk it just seems actually nefarious to take one of the very few widely known instances of queerness in older history being a symbol to show queer people that we've always existed and aren't alone for CENTURIES and taking away the queerness from it. like. i know some people say that ''the queerness isnt important in the book" which i mean in my opinion i could go off for 10k words in an essay as to how basil's love for dorian is integral to the story BUT EVEN APART from that its really just. having a real explicitly queer character in such an old and widely regarded classic novel is HUGE for queer history and this is just. literally like. its 2024. why are you doing queer erasure to DORIAN GRAY

[budugaapologist]

still dont see how so many people say that dawntrail is poorly written in comparison to other expansions like. what, did you realize you had to learn about a new culture and immediately not care anymore lmao? you've done it before, was this one not white enough for you?

genuinely i think more people should do side quests during msq so idk you can form a heart about the characters you're interacting with if you struggle with that and understand the land better so when impactful shit happens your illiterate ass can actually read and have empathy. theres no excuse for this.

if you can't handle storybuilding and character introductions from the expansion that feels like stormblood and shadowbringers had passionate gay sex that got one of them pregnant and birthed a beautiful daughter they both love and care about then idk what to tell you, maybe youre just lame and can't read. best of luck with that.

[givemedamage]

ultimately!

[baby-xemnas]

"cutest in the world" is a title shared between all first mates, unlike pirate king where it can be only one - all the idiot captain trio's wives stand on the top of cuteness pedestal

bepo is peak overt teddybear little girl kyaa~ cuteness

killer is peak milf sexy housewife cuteness

zoro is peak bodyguard gap moe scary lap dog cuteness

[huginsmemory]

Reading journal 3 again is a reminder that... Well Ford is kinda an asshole towards Fiddleford. It's not just Stan. Like he's so focused on himself and his project and his ambition that anyone/thing else blurs out (him disregarding Fiddleford's nervousness around the gremloblin because he wants to sketch it, and when it goes sideways, him talking about the safety of the project parts BEFORE how Fiddleford was doing in his journal, multiple times. Priorities much?) and he's demeaning towards Fiddleford's own project (which ends up being wayyyy more important then Ford's discoveries)... Like damn Fiddleford, u left ur wife and young son for this guy?

[icewindandboringhorror]

A little costume with eyebrow whiskers again.. making their return lol..

[kacievvbbbb]

Maybe it's just me and I just don't understand the arc. Or maybe this arc will get some grand conclusion I'm really starting to doubt. But like I'm sick and tired of Tashigi being used as Zoro's misogyny proxy. Like the "a woman swordsman could never beat a man" belief and trauma made sense for both Kuina and Tashigi and was a very valid fear way back in the East Blue when they were still fighting relatively normal people and had no scope of how big the world is

but at this point where there are literally 20 feet tall dudes and people can blow up a whole city with just Haki the only reason Tashigi is still weak is because she is being written that way. Which is really hard to understand because it seems now more than ever One Piece has been getting more and more strong female characters so I don't know why every time Tashigi is on screen with Zoro we have to rehash this. It's even worse cause all she does in the scene is prove Zoro right by getting in a fight that she can't handle and needing saving. It's such a confusing message and honestly doesn't really apply or come up anywhere but with Tashigi and Zoro (outside of that one time where Zoro yells at enel for blasting Robin because she's a woman which was weird because Robin's been in a lot of fights before but seemed there just so enel could point out just how ruthless it is.)

Hell with the exception of the G5 all being in love with her. She is treated like a regular character and not just "the woman"

It honestly feels like both Tashigi and Smoker got lost in the narrative and Oda just doesn't know where to put their arcs. It feels like she was being written to help Zoro overcome whatever mental block Kuina's death instilled in him about facing female opponents with his sword. But she is just sooooo far behind him it renders the point moot and strengthens his convictions (it's weird that he will literally crush a woman's face rather than use his sword and is the only reason I won't say he doesn't fight women he does he just seems to have a mental block about cutting them down especially if they fight with anything blade like) but also we've only ever seen him face female character he knows can't challenge him it would have been interesting to see what he'd do in a fight against someone like big mom, tsuru or smoothie doubt that will happen though. But here's to hoping for Tashigi to have an actual arc.

[dykedvonte]

I think the most baffling thing about the Tulpar as a vessel to me is the fact that the ship really did only have a one way communication system.

I know it was cheap but even the most basic of vessels regarding major transport would have some way, shape or form for outside communication. Not only that but there was absolutely no form of innate emergency signal to show they may have been offline or in trouble despite clearly having a system to dock credits if they went off course. It's another factor that really shows that bad situations are made to get worse by design. One person who is required to relay all information to the crew and make all the choices without feedback. No way to update or call for help in case of a dire situation. No way to inform of inner personal conflicts and acquire procedures accordingly.

It really is like they are all in some sort of fucked up solitary confinement. They have their own world with strict roles that are meaningless in the end, as long as the cargo makes it, it doesn't matter what happens on that ship to the company. They don't want to hear anything and will come to conclusions on what happened based on how much pay they can withhold from the workers. Even what they do send is short, sterile and corporate to the extent it was likely written and sent out with a command by some random unmanned computer in an office.

There's something to be said about how unfair it is to force absolute power and control onto one person when you as an entity could do so much more to offload it but I've said it many times before so I won't again.